To My Sister

Another Holiday without you.
No word,
Nothing, but silence.
I suppose I am used to your silence.
Just another day
Struggling with my faith,
Dealing with overwhelming guilt, loss and sadness.

This is the time of forgiveness.
But you refuse to yield.
So much anger and pain.
Hypocrite!
What do you believe in?
Who are you to judge?
Practice what you sing, what you teach!

Shut me out without hearing all sides.
You close you ears.
You believe what you choose to believe in.
Who are you to judge?
Who gives you the right?
I severed what little ties we had left.
I no longer what any contact.

Karma is a bitch.
It's taken me 44 years to walk away from you.
I am no longer your biggest fan.
I forgive you.
I love you.
I let go.