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Demo of a Demigoddess

I'm here to only prove life to myself

What some fail to know
or remember,
Is the terror I've endured...
My shell is too thick to be bothered
by the hurt feelings or emotions of those
incapable of carrying the weight
of watching other connections
laid before their face
blindness by haughtiness and distaste

Be that as it may, �
There are those that sit there clothed in sarcastic banter
Jibber jabbing that poetic chatter...
Forgetting the lullabies and heavy breathed nights after hours of laughter,

Oh I could pick and poke
But that would make ME a spoken joke
I refuse to waste even a second of my preciousness
On these "pimped out" fairytales....
because of an unrealistic need to feed on drama that life shouldn't entail
Related to this tornado of feminine energy
Circling the feistiness of "who gets more"

Well, well, well

I don't fight for the devils door

I show up.......:
Unannounced:::::::

strapped in a leather vest and thong,
Hair glowing and worn long,
Breaking in the locks,
Bringing my demonic fire strong
Taming those who dare to test the calmness in my chest
Light the fire that's been suppressed
Bring alive a piece of me that has been hibernating,
In which most thought dead.:.:.

Eye......spread
Forethoughts smeared over my after naughts
Most will know not
The power of that hidden knot
That I posses within this intellectual disease I've caught....

My dreams exposed themselves
Related all that needed to be heard
From the depth of my subconscious
came the therapy that soothed my soul

I now know.....

I have found my existence

My purpose

The future that holds me....
like a ruby in the rough

Will all be worth times I was not enough