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My Permission??

[font=Georgia]Did you think about asking me before her?
Walking round town like everyone adores her
Silly me to think that we had something greater
Held you down when the other chicks said, "Later"

I was a best friend even when I didn't like it.
Was the only good girl with a bad side you couldn't diss
My friends warned me of the unhappy ending
But I just wanted to keep hoping and pretending

Now you're expecting me to give you some clarity
or help but sorry boo this is too sadity which is why I left
I know you think you need her but even with my head spinning
I believe we both should consider the options pending

1. You could've chosen me
2. I know you inside and out truly
3. I guess I'm jealous of the brat
4. Why couldn't you just fess up for love and face this fact?!

I know you needed me and I should've asked for better
days, but sometimes I swear your jaded which is why we stray
I love you and I know things to say that could make your heart quake
Boy look at me before you walk away with this flake because it's not too late

Just to say....Here we are. I don't need it anymore
But you need my permission and even then or before
It won't matter because....Wait, what? I thought...
No, it's just if you were going to marry her....maybe what we had, you just forgot?

This hurts, but hold up. I just remembered
Before I get in the feels and forget the fury I simmer
You didn't need my permission to see her
Nor did you need it when she cried out for you to go deeper

You didn't need it when you had that fight
Or when she was suspected of fucking that guy
You never asked for it when I thought it right
So what's the reason and what's your why?

I need, no I demand in ever sense of the word
I don't recall you ever asking nor have I heard
you needing my permission for that
So where the need for a tit for tat?

She is yours now. You deserve to be happy now
I should know better somehow. Still love you.
I feel everything and then again you never will
I guess this isn't about permission in the deal

You didn't need my permission until now
Guess that should be something somehow
I didn't think I'd believe I mattered compared to her
Even though my answer is yes, don't ever ask for my permission when it comes to her
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Written by WomanofDayandNight
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