Time to go

It wasn't what you thought
was it
convincing yourself
believing  
your wishful thinking
is all you need
to turn my world
into your wants
to take me down
to your childish need
for me  
to believe
that your ignorance
with your body
is bliss
as you sit comfortable numb
staring  
at the evening soaps
of shallow thoughts
that don't want to know
about the cancer that grows
within your mind
that is slowly
turning you
blind