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Medicate myself.

Ill say that ill forget her,
and ill just try to breathe.
Say she never hurt me.
and wouldn't care when she'd leave.

Ill look at it as learning.
Laugh about the past.
pull myself together,
And say "I knew we wouldn't last."

But when I saw you standing there,
I lost my self-control.
I loved you unconditionally,
nd you left me in a darkened hole.

I cant bring myself to lie to you,
my hopeless heart you stole.
Then you walked out on me,
And left me with a broken soul.

Will a guilty heart ever mend?
I need you to come make me whole.
Just like you always used to.
The trauma is starting to take its toll.

I dunno how long i can handle it.
You know, the sicking heart ache.
disguised by my beautiful weakness,
In tears, in memory of my awful mistake.

We are better here as one,
when our two hearts combined.
But I cant have that anymore,
I need something else to ease this troubled mind.  

My head wont shut down.
Cause my thoughts are too deep.
So I medicate myself,
Just get myself to sleep.
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