It was but now it is gone

It was, now it's gone
On my soul sign
Of a deep wound
Old pain stood
And stays there
My eyes search
for you everywhere

It was, now it's gone
The answer's underground
Was hiding from me
Looking at my destiny flee
Away with no control
I couldn't find it after all

It was but now it's gone
Frozen, no warm around
My soul's tender
It's waiting to surrender
Only to you
I live for you, it's true