fable

I'm totally lost
whilst gaining loss
How could I not see
All were merely me
My lucky star burned out
I wish now to drown
in secrets of mine
and try to decide
what gave birth to guilt
what do my dreams mean
what pain do I prolong
what's that I hold on
I'm putting an end
to all that don't serve
my highest good
the Love and the Truth
I'm loving myself
in darkness and depth
where I keep sounds
of breaking bounds
Imprisoned externally
with freedom internally
my state is unstable
my life is a fable
Of mystery creatures
and archaic vultures
with universe humor
on a millennial rumor