I'll Always Be Yours

Tonight I lay awake reading old text messages. Text messages from the girl I still love till no end. This girl was so perfect so beautiful that i drove myself to be some one that I hated. I was so afraid of losing her that I became a controlling asshole of what some might call a "boyfriend". By not wanting to loser her I drove her away. By not wanting to lose her I cut the very last string that was not only holding "us" together but what was holding me together. This young lady will always have my heart. Not a day goes by that i dont contemplate the things I should have done. Im sorry that I couldn't bend. Im sorry that I caused us to break. For i am the reason that we couldn't last the cycle. But I want you to know that you will forever hold my heart. You were and still to this day are the love of my life. I hope you have a wonderful and very successful life. I will love you forever CTW...