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Cry

You may not hear me as I'm muffled in silence to keep you from hearing my sorrow,
You may not know about my pain as it's hidden under the covers while I'm curled up into a ball,
You may not think I am in despair because I don't show it, but inside my heart is shattering.
I am left broken and useless,
I am hopeless inside whenever I cry.
I hide these tears as I know if I shed one in front of you,
You'd think I was weak.
So I don't speak,
I don't move,
I don't even think I just drown in these bitter tears till morning awaits me.
Because when I cry a part of me dies inside.
You may think I'm simply a drama queen or just having another crazy day, but you really don't know me do you?.
So as the little faith I have shakes me I wait for my sleep to come and take me so that it can end my night of hurt.
I feel alone even though you are there with me, but it's as if the room has gotten colder and much more darker.
I can barely feel a nerve in my body,
I am barely breathing as every ounce of energy I had was used to ball my eyes out like a newborn child.
As I cry I wipe my own tears away in reinsurance of things will be alright.
As the night fades away I am left with only the numb feeling of the night before,
Remembering how once again I was alone,
Then reminding myself I have to feign being happy.
Written by MsRockyJackson
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