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Dead Girl

I see her evil red eyes staring at me  
opening up the flood gates of pain  
showing me how worthless I really am  
a life full of wasted dreams  
 
she is cold inside  
(the same as me)  
she is lost to life  
(the same as me)  
she is everything twisted  
(the same as me)  
 
she just stares at me
I can’t help but open up
telling her things I never told anyone
emotional hardships too dark to talk about
tears flow internally  
reminds me of a life shattered from the start
she can be my savior from this world
the one I can attach my arms around
if only
 
take me dead girl take me  
release me dead girl release me  
be the razor to my skin  
for I could be dead like you  
save me dead girl save me  
I relinquish my life into your hands  
free me from my skin  
 
breaking my flesh open with a blade  
watching the blood flow down  
I look over at her and say “is it time?”  
she shakes her head then walks away  
is this not what she wanted?
 
oh ghost of regrets  
please, don’t look at me that way
can’t you see my hurt?
why must you look at me with such shame?
I just want to be in your world
the world of a dead girl
 
my alarm awakens me
I am overwhelmed by disappointment  
tears start running down my face
my body’s in a cold sweat
all I can do is ask why
why didn’t she take my life?  
 
Written by LadyKilla
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