Downer

 
Grab me quickly before we fall,  
I want to take you down with me.
I hate you and your version of love,
So you must share my agony.
 
 
I am on the ground because this is where you have put me;
Six feet under is where I am going soon.
You have burst open my rib-cage and driven me to insanity;
My heart is in your teeth now, you feast and I live in the gloom.
 
 
Kurt is talking, I am falling,
She is crawling and the angels are calling.
I am an eruption of feelings and a dead man walking;
You bring me down and my melancholy is my everything.
 
 
Pick me up out of the mud honey,
I am wasting away without you to care.
I am crying in my puddle of shame and you think this is funny?
I need you; I can’t live without you.  Why so much despair!?
 
 
Hang me out to dry with the corpses,
I have nothing left to fear.
I have apathy for love and apathy for horses;
I hate everything you love, including me and why are you still here?
 
 
The rain continues to pour from every cloud
And hides the sunshine from this clown.
I look up at you from this downer I am under
And you can no longer stand to pick me up when I am down.
 
 
Tears don’t heal you; they only leave you feeling blue.
We used to have everything we could ever have needed  
And now we are through?
The sun has exploded in front of my eyes
And I didn’t notice because I was crying.
 
 
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