Am I?

Am I dark?
Am I mean?
Am I simply inbetween
Am I crazy?  
Just a little maybe,  
Am I afraid?  
Afraid to fall?  
Into a dark and demonic place,  
Where I feel I fill a space,  
My heart is dark, and I am too,  
I know not what to do,  
For I feel lost in my past,  
I will never say free at last,  
For I feel trapped in this place,  
For no one could ever feel this space,  
In my heart,  
For it is dark,  
Do you think I'll fall apart,  
Am I strong? Am I weak?  
I think I have forgotten how to speak,  
Am I alone?  
Am I home?
I believe so.