Reminiscing

Tonight, I was feeling lonely and so alone like I wanted to weep by myself about all the things that have been going on.
Then for some reason I felt the need to look you up and came to my surprise you got yourself another girl.
I find it so ironic how the times I constantly wanted you to make me yours, but you never wanted to label us nor did you seem to want to be anything else other than two friends fooling around.
I was so naïve when I first met you,
I fell so easily in love with you even though I wasn't yours and you sure as hell weren't mine, but I didn't care the chemistry between us was great you read my mind so clearly as you were like my twin we could talk for hours and never get bored.
At first you'd try to always make time for me despite the fact that we couldn't always talk, but it didn't matter what was going on just as long as we talked to each other we were happy.

Reminiscing about the times we shared,
Reminiscing about moments we spent together,
Reminiscing about when I thought we would be together forever,
Reminiscing about us.

I can still remember the sleepless nights I had when I would stay up to talk to you till five o' clock in the morning then going to bed late with the biggest grin upon my face.
I can never forget those promises we made about one day we would go to certain places together to the times you even said we would move in together.
Needless to say you knocked me right off of my feet every time I was around you.
Cupid's arrow hit my heart hard and I couldn't help, but fall head over heels in love for you so fast.
I tried with all of my might to keep it hidden from you and as I tried it only brought us closer then suddenly you seemed to drift further off from me.
I don't know what I did,
I'm not sure if it was me or if it there was another girl or
Maybe you just didn't really care all along all I knew you weren't the same after that and I just couldn't come to terms with it.
I tried to deny it,
I tried to show you how I feel, but unfortunately none of it had any effect on you.


Reminiscing about the times we shared,
Reminiscing about moments we spent together,
Reminiscing about when I thought we would be together forever,
Reminiscing about us.


When you broke my heart I felt it crush into tiny pieces as you stomped on it over and over then leaving the remains at the bottoms of your shoes.
I was mad for so long at you as I wanted to hurt you just like you hurt me,
I wanted you to feel my pain and how much I hated you for such a long time, but then I had to realize that I needed to forgive you for me.
So as the years went by and we stopped talking to each other I found happiness with someone else while at the same time finding myself mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and romantically.
I was no longer depressed nor did I feel that bitterness anymore I felt alive again however I thank you now for coming into my life as you changed it around while at the same time you make me wonder how much my life would be different if you would've stayed.
So as we are moving on in our separate paths, finding ourselves in our separate lives, and trying to make it work with two separate relationships just know I'll never forget you.


Reminiscing about the times we shared,
Reminiscing about the moments we spent together,
Reminiscing about when I thought we would be together forever,
Reminiscing about us.