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broken by default
Sold a business
ending the last quarter
of 2016
An emotional time
having spent the best part
of 36 months building
growing
taking care of it
Signing the paper work
brought Blue Gum tears to my face
Initials on each side
of pages in contracts
made the gut ache
I know that ache well, I feel it at
five o'clock every Sunday evening
When my little mouths
run off shouting
"Bye Daddy!"
to the wind
(It was time to move on from this business though;
I knew it
The crew knew it
and the wind would sing it
in the toxic 2016 war zone it created)
Helped the new guys through
the year end rush
after they'd paid the deposit
just in time to cover my ass
from the judgemental beings
Who like their eggs fried
served on Noritake
by a Butler
Well the day came
Took to the bank;
payment was made
business debt was cleared
Staff took a pinch
I finally saw the profit
Stared at that number
heard the mild echo
of a consultant asking
"How do want this paid, sir?"
"I could buy the other half of....
mind you
it's more than we estimated;
new house deposit!"
I retorted
"Sir, can I suggest..." She said
I walked out of that bank
completely debt free
Not a cent owing to anyone
We even had 2017 year's
school fees, settled
A liberating freedom
An air punch to the soul moment
Drove off
thinking
my three years and the social hell
that came with it
might have had it's worth
Had a really good sleep
"the transaction is complete"
type of dead, sleep
Woke early
no time to waste
I figured
the two week summer break
and
the extra time I stole
when the guns
at my temple
took my belongings
I should check the email
(I find email tedious, it's always spam
and unsolicited
uninteresting junk
It's also hardly instant any more
Haven't used them for business
since last June
It's lived it's life course
I feel.)
Right at the top
of the incoming items;
there it sat. Sent to destroy me
With every ounce of heartless
finger pointing, she could conjure
"YOU'RE NO GOOD FOR YOUR KIDS!"
Threw that computer into
the recycling heap
after I'd crucified the screen
with a six inch nail
Never liked it much anyway!
Sat back
thought of the day I was robbed
thought of the location
the time
Thought about of who lives,
where
Thought of those Johannesburg steel
guns
in my face
Thought of the word " Hello "
Smiled
"I AM GOOD FOR MY KIDS!"
And good riddance
to every friendship ring offered
Olive leaf given
Forgiveness freely expressed
Every word forgotten
Just good
riddance
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