Tough love

My mind is conscious because I fixed my self,
Don't make me suffer for your mental health,
I may of made mistakes but I righted them too,
I let my head drop and said sorry because I'm in love with you,
You push me to the end of my tether,
Give me hope and let me float like a feather,
When I almost fall you blow me back up,
Let me float a little longer so I can feel your love,
I blindly think it's fair because all I do I care,
But at the end of the day could you tell me that you are really there?
Or would you let me just float,
Like a half sunken boat,
Waiting in anticipation for that final drown.
Everyone tells me all you'll do is let me down,
But I don't listen... When I look at you the light still shines,  still with a glisten,
If I can give you all of this,  
Can you do it for me?
Would you ever be able to join me in perfect harmony,
If you loved me like you say you did,
You'd get me locked down..
Angles don't stay by devils who aren't shore if they won't them around..