Something I've been meaning to tell you

I kind of want to kill you
and I'm not sure why
its a little funny feeling
all I want to do is watch you die.

it's not that I hate you
or want these urges to continue
I just want to watch you die
to see an end to your existence
pretty fucked up right?

well maybe I'll just say
it's your fault that you entered my life
that your crossed my eye
that your ran through my mind
and made me conjure up images
of your chest impaled by a knife

Nah that sounds kind of rude
it doesn't seem very nice
but I guess there is no polite way to say,
I just want to watch you die

Meh, but who cares?
and who dares
to peek into my mind?

it is not something you'd want to do
in your spare time
I know you wouldn't because neither do I.

I feel a little giddy when I talk about crime
which isn't right
right???
right!

you see I do know right from wrong
but I know I will see you die.