Addicted

Loving you is my favorite form of self destruction
It is all too easy to break my own heart again and again
You make me hate myself for hurting you
But I couldn't stop if I wanted to
I can hardly bring myself to feel guilty

One day I know you'll leave me
But I can't stop this wheel from spinning
You'll run and then I'll run and we'll kill each other softly
Come on baby just lie to me
Just promise me in the end you'll always love me

You have no idea how easy it is to get addicted to the pain in my chest when you leave me