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My scars

Emptiness...echos loudly in my little heart. Who could tell, that a 7yr old was suffering from depression that her mind is too developed for her body.
Her parents lived for themselves for they thought financial stability is all but it was the least...what about holding your baby telling her how proud you were of her for topping her class of forty children, instead...you bury her with negativity, making her wish she wasn't yours better yet, that she wasn't borned...
 She was now 17...smoking, drinking, behavior unbecoming but who is gonna stop her now. He was 25 her whole world but her parents didnt see him fit for her... mommy would shout " Rapist! Rapist!" In the streets embarrassing him every chance she got, daddy wasnt around so who would she look to for advice?
For his life and reputation he broke her heart leaving it on the ground for the crows to feast...her next resort to healing was her neighbor, for he wanted her as she wanted him. He fucked her night and day...it wasnt enough...alchohol wasnt working either...smoking triggered her asthma and crying wasnt an option anymore...
As she shaved her legs she accidentally cut herself...as she gazed at the wound she felt a slight release.
She wore mostly black long sleeves that she stretched to her fingers...
 She was pretty with or without make up always dressed at her best thats what she gave to the onlookers...but the world didn't exist when she rolled up her sleeves with a razor blade she releases pains, sorrows, regrets, anger and her parents.
Written by ThaSeductress (Daii_Cevyn_Belladon)
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