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Never in a thousand years


did I think I would be betrayed by hearing those  
words. He said I wasn't white, woman, or
sensuous enough for him. and that I just don't
have what it takes to keep him motivated.
 
Never in a thousand years did I think that my own
brother would become my most infamous enemy,
a murderer of my soul, heart, and mind, who kept
me distracted with his false enrichment. I'd
forgotten how to smile, how to take care of my
inner prints of peace.
 
Never in a thousand years did I think that hearing'
those very words would be my saving grace, my
truth to a guiding light, on a journey of unending
nurturing that was never received from a black man.
A self-professing king.
 
Never in a thousand years, did I think that those
words would lead me to have a watering connection
with a white man, who embraces, protects and fucks
me like I am his only queen on earth. He does things
for me I've never ever in my life expected from any
man.
 
Never in a thousand years did I think that my sexy,
black chocolate would be the swirl he needed, the
intellectual coating that feeds. We are freedom,  
created for ever-lasting. I adore and shower him
with the woman, that many had passed by, abused
and neglected.
 
He bows before my beautifulness and I before his.
 
 
{Thank you, my brother for giving up on me, for elevating
me to exactly where I suppose to be}
 
 
 
FloralsnShadows
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