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Fear Pt2

Mannnnn it's got to be more to life than this...the revolving circle has to stop. Monday through Friday wake up go to work go home and repeat the cycle again..the weekend comes you try to live a little call up the homies make plans to go out but in the back of your mind there's some doubt that you'll even make it out because of the fact that your job has worn you out mentally and physically....working for others making someone else's dreams a reality when my reality is that everyday I'm here talent and time that I can never get back is being wasted

I know I should be following my own dreams but it seems that when I look for support its no where to be found and to tell the truth when you tell people you wanna be an entrepreneur, that you wanna build your brand from the ground up they look at you with there face frowned up or they reply with passive I belive in you but never show any support and ask for discounts and when you tell em no they act like your the enemy our people's mindset is fucked up..
im scared of failure I scared of the fact that 20 yrs from now when I look back on my life ima say damn...wish I had of followed my dreams instead of settling for a mediocre job just because of the security...wish I had of taken that risk while I was young.

its got to be more to life that this. Working at a job that has nothing to do with what I went to school for, working a job that I could have gotten straight out of high school and saved my self several thousand dollars worth of student loans, working a job that I know in the long run I'm not gone be happy with and working a job to tell the truth I could give 2 damn about.... but this is what we were always taught...graduate from high school go to college get out and get a job. Now that's cool for some but my mind moves a little different...my creative flow dosent agree with that I hate the idea of working for someone who can fire me whenever they want..I prefer the idea of a business partner who's thinking let's get this money and take trips whenever we want...feed our families and live our life's how ever we want
But I'm trapped in this cycle of fear that has me cheating myself out of my true potential

But hey I'm no preacher and I'm no saint so ima shut this down just a young man tryna understand life before society tears me down
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