Self-Evaluating

Is this real, is this nightmare
Maybe it’s time for some self-evaluating… let me go stand at the mirror
Broken dreams, couple broken hearts?
Fire desire with glassy eyes?
Passion igniter, with no intention to continue to feed the flame,
Even with the warns, even with pleads to leave me be, still the blame is on me
Is the problem me? Do I lead them on? Do I pull their strings?
Do I see vulnerability and make it more vulnerable?
Do I take advantage of advantage? Are these really my talents?
That can’t be right, why should it be
Try to take a little responsibility; I take mine for the crime
I guess of wasting your time, for making you a minion of manipulating rediscovery  
Excuse me for thinking it was time well spent
The growing, the knowing, the learning, the yearning
The building and breaking, the flooding and floating
So yes maybe we broke a wall or two, doesn’t mean they were the only ones
Climb or push through, or let them stand its up to you,
No matter how high the high, or how sweet the release
NO ONE… should ever get pass every wall
I give a lot, but not all, I show but I don’t tell as much
Maybe I’m too hasty with my aggressively flirtatious devices,
Maybe I lack consistency; I guess my intentions are made murky because of that
But that’s just me I’m pained to say, I could try and change my ways
But let me ask this…if I was any different would you still have said hey….