Lingering curiosity

Loud and obnoxious are how I choose to disguise    
My lustful mission I keep hidden inside    
   
The exchanges of sideways glances, with faces of blank temptations  
Thoughts lingering in my mind, willpower on decline    
   
Gotta hide this foolish grin, can't  let you know my intentions    
And as you pass by I cant help but wonder….  
   
What it would feel like, what is the build like  
What it may taste like, what is the pace like?  
Would I get it once and want more, get it all the time and lose my mind  
   
Oh thank you for unlocking the locks, to my curiosity’s box  
But now that it’s open I don’t think it will shut      
Late night thoughts of possibility soaking my “midnight cherries”  
   
Should I act? Can’t show it  
But if I don’t then I’ll never know it  
And my mind will keep on wondering    
And I’ll never escape from this lingering curiosity [/i]