You Putrid Coward

Am I pissed?
You're goddamned right
The pain inside
Keeps me up each night
While I hold myself
Trying not to cut
You lay with him
All cuddled up
Call yourself my protector
Hilarious
Constantly you choose him
Over us
I lost your loyalty
Years ago
And you pretend
Not to let it show
Blame the liquor
Blame the drugs
I don't give a damn
What it was
You don't get another
Chance from me
You lost the opportunity
Don't be suprised the day I leave
To never again hear from me
No rebellion
No goodbyes
You won't  see me again til
After we've both died
Farewell.
....I'm certain I'll see you in hell