A broken soul

I have a broken soul, from people who has been lying to me over the years.

I'm broken, because i don't have the things that i should have or i deserve.

I feel so embarrassed hanging with people with money.

I get jealous of the attention that i am not getting.

Seems like the people WHO don't put the work in gets what they want.

I don't GET the love that i deserve from people.

I feel like if some people seen MY background and the excessive stuff that I had to endure, they will love me harder than anybody else.

Everyone mind is somewhere else, but my mind is on one person.

I wonder why i don't GET the love that i give out.

It kills me when the person that i love do not focus on me or don't do things vice versa the way i do it.