Trying to be

It is when
the dark swollen clouds
of despair
slowly creep over
the fragmented  thoughts
you try to repair
it is then
your inner pain
sadly smiles
at the reflection
that trys to hide
the skeletal shadows
that look out
from deep within your eyes
whispering things
you could have been
if only you had left
behind
your human side
that makes you see
all the things
that should not be