As You Were...

I've been grieving you
Since I met you.
Thought I did it right,
Proper.
Right chanels...right people.
Fuck...
Why does it take so long,
For my heart to catch up?
How does my body know
Before my soul does?
I've been crying over you,
Since I fucking met you.
Even while you held me,
Loved me
Made love to me..I cried,
At the mere thought of you.
Arms long, hands that seemed
Everywhere at once.
Warming me. Holding
Every single inch of me.

I can't stop grieving you.
Maybe,
It will stop
When you leave.