Shoot A Star My Way

So if you’re out there somewhere girl
Give me a sign or shoot a star my way/
Clear up the sky cuz I can’t stand the rain/
Make the pain fade away
There’s so much shit I wanted to say/
So Mouse baby if you can hear me
Shoot a star my way tonight/

I hate all these questions screaming inside my mind
That brings me to my knees/
God, won’t you please release me from this curse/?
Cuz I didn’t know the pain would get any worse
Then when I saw her casket in the hearse that day/
They say time heals all wounds but why the fuck isn’t this one healin’/?
I’m reelin’ wishin’ I had just one more chance to tell her
How I was really feelin’/
Cuz there’s nothing I wouldn’t give to have one more dance or sparring session/
Yeah fighting was our passion, our obsession, our motherfucking addiction/
But because of another’s motherfucking dipshit decision
She’ll never get a fix of competition again/
And it breaks my heart because
She was one of the best martial artists I’ve ever seen/
And if this really is a part of a bigger plan what the hell could it mean/?
Is the answer Up There with you?
Can I see it tonight in the moonlight/
Cuz right now I’m on my fucking knees

CHORUS
So if you’re out there somewhere girl
Give me a sign or shoot a start my way tonight/
Clear up the sky cuz I can’t stand the rain/
Make the pain fade away
There’s so much shit I wanted to say/
So Mouse baby if you can hear me
Shoot a star my way tonight/

I thought you’d always be there you said you would/
But how could we have known you’d be gone too soon/?
Maybe we were just young and stupid
Too reckless to realize time was of the essence/
Cuz now I’m lost in this fucking life without you to lean on/
And it feel so damn wrong being happy
Knowing you’ll never experience the enjoyment/
But in this moment I’m thinkin’ about that last text I sent cha/
Maybe it could have waited/
I mean it wasn’t like our friendship was weighted on me saying sorry/
But fuck it I never would have imagined
How ill-fated apologizing was/
Cuz now I’m writing this, crying and fucking start gazing
Tryna find you in the night sky/

CHORUS
So if you’re out there somewhere girl
Give me a sign or shoot a star my way/
Clear up the sky cuz I can’t stand the rain/
Make the pain fade away
There’s so much shit I wanted to say/
So Mouse baby if you can hear me
Shoot a star my way tonight/

This shit wasn’t even your decision
Your life was taken at someone else’s indiscretion/
Five hours of drinking whiskey and beer
Leaves me with these questions/
If he couldn’t see clear
What made him think he could fucking steer/?
Why is it you that’s Up There while he’s still living down here/?
Tell me how the hell is that shit fair/?
One year later and I still wonder where you would be
If that drunk driver was two seconds later/
Cuz I knew the first time I saw you
You were gonna be a fucking star/
All the potential an’ talent in the world
Could have done whatever you wanted near or far/
But now I’m sitting here with fucking tears in my eyes
Looking toward the skies tryna find you/
Yo Adrianna where the fuck are ya/?
Yeah I miss ya so this one’s for you
Wherever you are in Heaven girl/
Mouse I love ya R.I.P/

CHORUS
So if you’re out there somewhere girl
Give me a sign or shoot a star my way/
Clear up the sky cuz I can’t stand the rain/
Make the pain fade away
There’s so much shit I wanted to say/
Mouse baby if you can hear me
Shoot a star my way tonight/