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Normal

talking and walking
my mind’s up in space
wanting the world
yet I do nothing
the people I love
don’t love me
but that’s only the depression talking
pay it no mind
It will fade in wasted time
still
It kills
and I just want to feel
normal

back in black
hole in my soul
where I go
no one knows
playing songs
so many years ago
wondering if I can find
away back to that time
because lately
when people say they need me
I don’t believe it
believe me
It’s a roller coaster of ups and downs
screaming to get me the fuck off!!
I just want to feel
normal

I want my friends to feel wonderful
for they don’t have to be miserable
like I am miserable
still, I fuck that all up
the 100 other voices are perverted and violent
wish I could kill them all
get back to silence
hate my mindset
and others do too
but that’s just my thoughts racing
sitting here thinking
wishing I could be
normal

what I see
others won’t
what I crave
others don’t
hiding away the fact
that I’m so fucking sick
don’t want the easy way
refuse to take the meds today
don’t want to walk around
like another fucking zombie
I have a love/hate relationship with my insanity
still I wish I could be all and everything
but I can’t, and that hurts
so I rather settle for
normal
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