Something is missing,
What is it?
This feeling of incompetence and emptiness
I don't understand.
Yet, I don't feel like half of a man and a woman's better half.
Is there something I should be doing?
Is there something I am not doing?
My organizer says I have not left any stone upturned.
I have searched and searched
Aha! Wait let me step outside of me for a moment
And see what is going on
I need a different opinion
A perspective other than my own
I need a view from a different pair of eyes
And a judgement not clouded by a bond this strong
the one I can trust.
I am well but yet not all right
Perfection is an illusion
This feeling has caused me great confusion
I believe this love till the end
................................even if it leads me into oblivion