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Empty Beds
I was in love once at a very young age
I remember making love to him and crying after we came
We cried out of fear
Fear of one day not having each other
We were immature enough to have stupid fights
One day we had a big argument and we got apart.
He went to a party fucked a girl got her pregnant his family forced him to marry her and that was the end of the story.
What I got out of that relationship is the feeling
Love is a beautiful feeling
I chased love for many years and I was never successful
I even went back to Cuba years later and I saw him and the love was not there anymore
I am not to good with disappointments
If you screw me that's okay I won't screw you I will just let you go and be happy
By the way the woman he married betrayed him big time and they got divorce like 5 years later
I still believe in love and that experience is so valuable to me because it showed me how deep , intense and beautiful is love
Love makes your heart bit faster , fuck! your stomach trembles, just knowing you will be with that special persons you get all excited you start to dream.
Guys that kind of love is mother fucking great!!!
I am turning 40 this year and friends of my same age call me crazy!
I don't know why? Is love suppose to be different
I desire love the same now than when I was 15 or 20 I think love doesn't get old
That's why there are so many empty beds
If people don't believe in love what the fuck they do in bed. What do they make?
Sex sex sex like animals. I am kind of tired of that. I rather become a nun that be jumping from bed to bed or fucking a guy just to cum or to give me company.
I am writing about this because I am very sad when I hear the stories from my friends. I can't even speaks sometimes. The world became so dark that people don't care about love anymore
I may sound stupid but I really consider very stupid to have intimacy without feelings of any kind.
I call that empty beds. Not souls connections just flesh.
Empty; empty beds!!!
I remember making love to him and crying after we came
We cried out of fear
Fear of one day not having each other
We were immature enough to have stupid fights
One day we had a big argument and we got apart.
He went to a party fucked a girl got her pregnant his family forced him to marry her and that was the end of the story.
What I got out of that relationship is the feeling
Love is a beautiful feeling
I chased love for many years and I was never successful
I even went back to Cuba years later and I saw him and the love was not there anymore
I am not to good with disappointments
If you screw me that's okay I won't screw you I will just let you go and be happy
By the way the woman he married betrayed him big time and they got divorce like 5 years later
I still believe in love and that experience is so valuable to me because it showed me how deep , intense and beautiful is love
Love makes your heart bit faster , fuck! your stomach trembles, just knowing you will be with that special persons you get all excited you start to dream.
Guys that kind of love is mother fucking great!!!
I am turning 40 this year and friends of my same age call me crazy!
I don't know why? Is love suppose to be different
I desire love the same now than when I was 15 or 20 I think love doesn't get old
That's why there are so many empty beds
If people don't believe in love what the fuck they do in bed. What do they make?
Sex sex sex like animals. I am kind of tired of that. I rather become a nun that be jumping from bed to bed or fucking a guy just to cum or to give me company.
I am writing about this because I am very sad when I hear the stories from my friends. I can't even speaks sometimes. The world became so dark that people don't care about love anymore
I may sound stupid but I really consider very stupid to have intimacy without feelings of any kind.
I call that empty beds. Not souls connections just flesh.
Empty; empty beds!!!
Published 12th Oct 2016
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Some people might call what you describe not 'Empty beds' but 'Full beds, empty hearts'.
I agree, there seems to be more readiness to jump into bed for the thrill of the sex but not as part of a committed heartfelt relationship - witness the case of some personalities that get mentioned in tabloid news for having flings (even with people who are already married) - but no lasting relationship beyond that. What example does that give younger people?
I have loved women but never got to have sex with them. I prefer to keep sex for marriage (I came closest to marriage when I was 40 but the relationship amicably ended after a year, in which I had treated her faithfully, did not mess with other women). Despite that I still have a romantic heart, even at 57.
I agree, there seems to be more readiness to jump into bed for the thrill of the sex but not as part of a committed heartfelt relationship - witness the case of some personalities that get mentioned in tabloid news for having flings (even with people who are already married) - but no lasting relationship beyond that. What example does that give younger people?
I have loved women but never got to have sex with them. I prefer to keep sex for marriage (I came closest to marriage when I was 40 but the relationship amicably ended after a year, in which I had treated her faithfully, did not mess with other women). Despite that I still have a romantic heart, even at 57.
13th Oct 2016 00:07am
13th Oct 2016 5:14am
this is a great philosophy, & wonderful that you follow your heart.
for me, sex is a mighty force, but I take something from the woman, & I give her something of myself...
for me, sex is a mighty force, but I take something from the woman, & I give her something of myself...
13th Oct 2016 11:22am
14th Oct 2016 11:06am
Such a sad, sad story
I can somewhat relate to being hurt by someone I loved like that but in a different scenario.
Love is such a crazy thing and the even more crazier thing is we are always still willing to go the extra mile to find love whether if we get hurt again or they end up leaving us or cheating on us or whatever the case is, love is bitter and sweet and in the end we always suffer.
But the funny thing is we always are willing to go through the pain to find that special someone and honestly I to this day don't know if that's just stupid or if it's worth it.
But anyways, sad story but wonderful write. :)
I can somewhat relate to being hurt by someone I loved like that but in a different scenario.
Love is such a crazy thing and the even more crazier thing is we are always still willing to go the extra mile to find love whether if we get hurt again or they end up leaving us or cheating on us or whatever the case is, love is bitter and sweet and in the end we always suffer.
But the funny thing is we always are willing to go through the pain to find that special someone and honestly I to this day don't know if that's just stupid or if it's worth it.
But anyways, sad story but wonderful write. :)
18th Oct 2016 9:59pm
love is amazing when given to the right person. But that's the struggle finding the right one. It takes kissing many frogs until we find the prince girl don't lose faith keep kissing.
love ya!
love ya!
