First Step Towards Recovery

I feel you near me the touch I receive from your essence excites me. But you are nowhere to be found. Are you now with another? Do you touch each other like we used to, do they kiss or hold you better then me? Are they a better lover than i am? This I know can not be, because here at this moment. I hear your sweet voice whisper nothing's in my ear. I can smell your fragrance, oh how I loved that smell. Is it me? Have I gone mad, crazy, have i lost my head. You've only been gone a day but eternity flows over me. Can I just stay still in our past love for a while longer. Moving on is hard but taking the first step without you here is even harder.