Fuck

The life of a drug addict is never hard thats what i was told
Coming from a person never addicted to substance a comment so bold
Its something i admire most in myself my 29 years
Living and surviving a harsh lifestyle fighting my greatest fears
Through social media im perceived as an addict with a good heart
Through the eyes of my close family burns hate wanti.g failure fuck letting me start
Maybe its me who has the mental illness which im proud of
But its them in denial as i bring them a new pipe and and some drugs
All i know is i need to make this work to get away because the hate towards the crack baby with a special smile is making this smile fade away...=-/