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I'd never call it a cop out
If I could stop it I would
Just because I wake up guilty from all I did.. It doesn't make it ok
Seeing the blood, sparking up old fears
I never call it a cop out though
Nothing gives me the right to say
I didn't mean it!!
I do try to control myself
But When the room starts to spin
My leg starts twitching
I can't stop the blood from rushing to my head
All I see is black
The person that hurt me with there words.. "gone''
the voices telling me to stop "unheard"
Feeling my knuckles rip open,
Won't even wake me up from that, fucked up daze..
Maybe If I could turn back time and erase everything that happened to me this probably wouldn't be
I'd be able to argue with a person
Without the fear of blacking out, its scary seeing them black spots
The Anger built up from a decade of torture ,being the source to fuel me..
But still
I would never call it a cop out
I'm doing it
Unfortunately I just can't control every aspect about me,,,
Just because I wake up guilty from all I did.. It doesn't make it ok
Seeing the blood, sparking up old fears
I never call it a cop out though
Nothing gives me the right to say
I didn't mean it!!
I do try to control myself
But When the room starts to spin
My leg starts twitching
I can't stop the blood from rushing to my head
All I see is black
The person that hurt me with there words.. "gone''
the voices telling me to stop "unheard"
Feeling my knuckles rip open,
Won't even wake me up from that, fucked up daze..
Maybe If I could turn back time and erase everything that happened to me this probably wouldn't be
I'd be able to argue with a person
Without the fear of blacking out, its scary seeing them black spots
The Anger built up from a decade of torture ,being the source to fuel me..
But still
I would never call it a cop out
I'm doing it
Unfortunately I just can't control every aspect about me,,,
Published 29th Jul 2011
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Anonymous
29th Jul 2011 6:18am
"This poem was inspired by real life events."
"The names of the characters in this poem have purposefully been omitted for privacy purposes."
"Warning: the poem that you are about to read may frighten you."
"Warning: do not operate heavy equipment while reading this poem."
That said, I liked it Gg. Letting those twinkling red lights in your eyes spill onto the page is a good way of venting frustration. Dare I say catharsis? ^_^
"The names of the characters in this poem have purposefully been omitted for privacy purposes."
"Warning: the poem that you are about to read may frighten you."
"Warning: do not operate heavy equipment while reading this poem."
That said, I liked it Gg. Letting those twinkling red lights in your eyes spill onto the page is a good way of venting frustration. Dare I say catharsis? ^_^
29th Jul 2011 6:22am
29th Jul 2011 6:18am
29th Jul 2011 6:22am
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29th Jul 2011 7:42am
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29th Jul 2011 7:57am
29th Jul 2011 12:20pm
......your lack of control and how you "explode" sometimes is one of the things i find attractive about you : ) Shaman said "Catharsis". I say, "exactly". Autobiographical? Surely it is. Powerful statement? yes Will it's admission make better? Hell Yes. Definitely not a cop-out. I really like this. Goes in my like file for sure. : )
29th Jul 2011 1:45pm
Awe your such a sweetie... I'm working on are collab give me a few and you will see it up ;)
30th Jul 2011 00:02am
It's good that you can look so inward, and take something so personal, and turn it into a self-reflective piece like this. Well done. I commend you on such a potently powerful piece of work
30th Jul 2011 3:46am
