If she were here

So much angst...
Building inside the expanse
Of my mind's interior...as of late
I've been feeling a bit inferior
Gotta breathe ... gotta balance my chi
Gotta fight these crunchy feelings
Building up inside of me.
I been thinking about my Mama
She been gone so long...so long
Her spirit speaks to me often
Telling me to stay strong...
As my soul fights the dis ease
Of not having her around...
Yeah..I think that's the reason
I've been feeling down.
Need her wisdom now
Need to hear her voice
About matters  of the heart
Need to ask her how
To keep from falling completely apart
Mama...
If you can hear me
Send your love this way
Come to me in my dreams...
I will listen to what you say