Daddy issues

I got so much pain and resentment in my chest for you but is crazy that I still love you though. I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve & is like you still don't feel me though. How fast I gotta run when I'm chasin' every piece of you, I just can't take it'. I'm not ya girl, I ain't ya bm, & yet you shit on me like I'm just an associate type a friend. Like G I'm a whole half a you ! & if i start a jet lag than you front on me, my feelings, & go missing out the blue. Idk pops. There may not be a next time, I might listen when you tell me "kick rocks". Ain't no redeeming cause my baby girl feelings still got me scheming pickin my brain and day dreamin on wtf I did wrong, wtf I did to you. Cause I ain't ever crossed you, put myself in a position to where I lost you. Nah daddy thas on you. Thank you for being so cold, gave baby girl the strength her momma told ha to hold.