Choking on thoughts in me

Here i stand in time
looking for a sign
My world turns in vain
As i hope to be sain
I hold my breath and scream
My voice so loud that it cant be heard
My remarks echo throught the nothingness
I stop to wonder were have i gone?
I see my breath in the dead of night
I have question my life one to manny times
And what i have left in side are dead deams
Mixed with my nightmares
I look up to see the stars
and i am remined of my deap void
That curres my roiting heart
Im in toxiced from my thoughts
And im left wongering why?
Why do i feel so dead.
The light never passes my window
My body is colder than a cadaver
i dont even remember the last time i could truly see
I Cant beath
Only choking on my joke of reality