Another Nocturnal Journey

staring again
blank in the air
the darkness freeing
i'm all alone
here in my home
its happiness
sucking the air
i'm almost there,
its chilling me
nipping my skin
eating me up
feeling like a withered
..
it's  happening
i'm floating
numbing there in the blankness
i'm going
its all happening

look what what i see
look what is
it's nothingness
it's only me
downing this drink
in somberness
no need to cry
just glassy eyes
i'm over it

sitting here just zoning
and i don't know what i'm doing
...
it's happening
it's all happening
i'm floating
let me go
i'm over it