Apocalypstick

What shade is this?
Razor blades engrave her lips
Into my face
Cheek flesh splayed
Irradiated dismayed
Until this has made
My heart a barren waste land
And I wander alone
Humming the tunes of a strange man
What shade is this?
Left undead in the aftermath
No father no mother
No kin, again I get my fill
A bastards half
Sky grey, toxic wastes of ever lasting ash
My heart, flash printed where the last wall stands
I walk through the wind storm of emotion
But is this ash or sand?
What shade is this?
The sickness shows in my eyes
The snake that sinks it's fangs
Into my love is a virus
Infecting all that read my lines
Joining me to endless night
The lips that held the kiss
Until it damned them all, just sits and smiles
What shade is this?