Go kill yourself (thanks dad)

Your angry words filll my ears
i yell back at you
our eyes are filled with sparkling tears
if you hate me so fucking much
why put up with mom all thos years?
You draw your hand back and whisper "shut the hell up"
I laugh in your face "bring it you dumb fuck"
There a burst of light and a spark of pain
blood splatters your hand
like ruby red rain
I sit there on the ground
and you reach for me
"Ben...i...i'm sorry..i didn't mean to..."
I glare at you and spit
a fat drop of red drips off your face
My eyea widen with fear
because now i'm dead