don't want to be a anyone's problem anymore

I don't fucking care anymore
Nobody even notices anymore
Nobody looks at the cuts on my arms
Nobody says anything about the tears in my eyes
I should die already
It would just be better
My love would find another
My pearnts would morn but get over it
My sister would like to go back to being an only child
My best friend would forget we were even friends
My grandmother wouldn't notice I was gone
No one would remember that I was ever living
They would morn me but soon move on
I know it would be better if I were gone
It would be better if I were dead
It would be better if I put a fucking bullet in my head