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My Left is Underhanded, Act 1

Published 01.10. 2012  
 
Listen up soldiers, TROOPS, because I only tell you my truth once. Today I am going to teach you how to think with b0th hands!  
 
Left hand? Right?  
 
Soldier said? Left-right-left?  
 
I am Daniel Shadow Loveless. Ambidextrous is my genius. I can move anything within my grasp, for power is in these broken hands to think before thought. Give a toss of a stone at us if fear you can overcome. I reach and try but fail to catch stone with right hand. However, I deflect stone. You test my ambidexterity and I will fail your test for I am left handed. Here is my truth.  
 
Father long ago was man. Was flawed man. I child, left handed as he was. He afraid he was evil man for his selfishness. He steals food from our mouths to moth around the flame again. I, flawed man, not as bad as him, but self-indulgent. In response to my sometimes frailty, I show power to change I have  
And become right man  
Become  
Right handed man  
 
Father all his life fight with right side, wrong mind, right intention. I love you enough to say I have saved lives with only the speed of my mind immediately awakening my right hand and left hand I hold into the cold fire. Hold it still. In an instant one reflex move can save lives. Today I lived a life you will never know or could not possibly imagine what I accomplished with humility and humor. Do you see one word human? You Man? HUMility means HUM or HUMOR ME. Astonished new friend is, instant thunder. THIS MAN NO FEAR HAS. FLAMES HAVE EATEN HIM. WICKED HEART TAKEN. No heart in the calm I have, for dragon is battle arrayed angel I am, poor scared whole scarlet read people you are who lie with every look.  
 
If rage was called for, I would rage. Now I calm. I just humble myself. I am afraid of the evil will that has ruled this day for you. So you hate and fear me, your brother. Today with my hands will I rule you, not my heart, or have the strength to walk. I, Exilis.  
 
I live all day in the moment  
The passion  
Do you? Or walk like others do?  
Do  
I do not  
I say I love you or I hate you  
I fucking  
Mean  
It  
But only when I say the former  
We all know, if you don’t love someone  
You don’t care enough to  
Feel  
Cheated or betrayed by their  
Departure  
I had to walk away  
I mean man of  
LOVE  
I love to be mean  
I mean because I funny  
I find out why you afraid of  
Me  
Because I fear you so much  
Afraid to be  
Near your  
Touch  
Of  
Evil  
Intent  
 
Make love with word war. I tell you I am here to be loved from afar. I am fuck but never fuck up again. Yes I will, but small foibles only. I am a fuck stupid. I man, make mistakes. I pay for mistakes with silent I am. Leave you alone to hate me, not embrace me. Most people just forget the stupid times anyways. I murder your love for me, or I try and you get me back by loving me better than before. Extinctionize hate stupid fear animals. Don’t be afraid.  
 
Walk  
Away  
Or  
Love  
And  
Stay  
 
I will show you the fire of the love god if you come too close to me. You will hear him hiss with serpent’s nebula. I walk the stars before you were born child. I was alive and aware.  
 
Love me nots, she sends  
Little hearts  
And hears not the  
River of love, I am  
 
So before next say to me love is a little red heart on your sleeve phone, keep between sheets instead of me to see  
Said Nsstradamus  
I KNOW! And was vague  
Broad, shallow thunder bolt he had  
I ASK!  
Thunder that is answered in kind, by thunder, is mine  
 
You come to me, if need love to sleep. Love is here. I have a strong home and my bed is well built not with my hands but the care I took in selecting the right mattress for my back.  
 
So beautiful with  
Pale  
Emotions  
That are  
Cold  
Compared to this  
Discipline, friends  
There is more than the culture of contempt  
 
Or just stay there. Alone. Go to that evil man. God's lunatic, I am. Walking alone with Shadow.  
 
My Left is Underhanded, Act 1  
By  
Daniel Christensen  
Writing as  
Daniel Shadow Loveless  
 
Copyright © 2012 by Daniel Christensen. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher.
Written by DanielChristensen (The Fire Elemental)
Published | Edited 23rd Aug 2016
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