Cold

Warmth is no longer exuded from you
You simply don't appreciate all that I am and do
Times like these tug hard at my heart
Making me feel somewhat in adequate
Amongst ferocious feelings of anger
One day promising to change for the better
The next you quickly are back to the same tactics..
You make me feel small
You make me feel unheard
You make me feel unwanted
Why must you put such a good woman in a bad mental space..
You're selfish...
Why publicly boast, ( such an amazing, talented, gifted wife...
And in private
You fail to realize I exist
While I tirelessly
Fight
Day in and out
To make my presence know
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