I need love
All my life I see happy couples in merrily bliss.
I wonder will I ever find the love of my life one day and get granted a sealed kiss.
One day having the chance to have your eyes lock with mines.
One day having the chance to be called beautiful and actually knowing you mean it.
Not living my life insecure of how I look.
Not living my life comparing myself to the beautiful girls who graces my television screen.
Not living my life worrying if I'm too fat or too ugly to take the crown as your queen.
I dream of one day being in the arms of someone who can make me forget about my past.
Someone who can help me face my demons and lay them to rest.
Someone who can help me love myself and not regret living.
Someone who can just make me forget about the world and just lay in utter happiness.
Just someone who can help me realize that I can only be happy if I accept myself for who I am.
Oh how I wish I didn't feel so lonely and empty inside.
I hunger to one day feel the warmth of my lovers body over mines.
To feel his breath against my neck as he starts to bite in my flesh.
To feel his hands cover my mouth as a scream and yearn for his affection.
Just to feel like I'm needed and wanted by someone.
I know one day love will come knocking at my door and I will no longer have to wait for it.
I will finally feel the meaning of life and have a reason to live it longer.
I will finally know how it feels to be there for someone and they won't leave.
Love is something I thinking about constantly.
It takes away my sleep and it keeps me up late at night.
Tears dropping on the pillow as I lay desiring to be touched and in someone's embrace.
Anger running in my mind as I think of times guys would play me and act as if I have no feelings.
But i know that God has someone who will be my Superman and swoop me off my feet.
I need love now!!! So the whole in my heart will heal itself.