I Am

I am misunderstood and somewhat lost
I wonder if anyone will ever be truly happy
I hear these sweet desires in the wind
I see hope dance among the trees
I want everyone to be truly happy - including me
I am misunderstood and somewhat lost
 
I pretend that the world isn’t as evil as it is
I feel like this is simply just a myth
I touch a sliver of hope and lose it all the same
I worry that our world will never be sane
I cry because the world will always be lost
I am misunderstood and somewhat lost
 
I understand that people will never change
I say that I’m fine with him never coming back
I dream that he will come and light my world of black
I try to tell myself that he’s just a part of the past - my past
I secretly hope, however, that someday he will come back
I am misunderstood and somewhat lost