Intrigued

You are my object of desire every time I see your face I fly to the sky grabbing up you’re so close yet so damn far & no matter how hard I try but thru deception ur just too much of a star
love is something most people don’t even know it exist only knowing it when dhey see it but sometimes love doesn’t love you back tryn so hard to get closer I just wish for a chance bcuz I don’t want to lose before I win you have a life and I’m not in it & it seems wen I try to talk to you it only makes me feel miserable if you love someone you need to let them go but I don’t want to be alone I hear a lot of talk from friends datz it’s better to move on
Bcuz osession is unhealthy & I'm truly going mad I just want so much for you to like me but you won’t give me a glance everyone seems to have their lives worked out but thanks to you I’m feeling such a wreak & you don’t even know how easier days are for you I’ve assumed you were trying to shut me out but was it only all in my mind? Something I made up to keep us closer? Can I even trust myself to be around you anymore? So do I allow this emotion to stay  do I have to let go