Ghost

I know you're here for me
But do you hear me
Screaming inside?

I know you say you're here to stay
But did you ever notice
I'm always in misery
And nothing seems to lift my spirit

A ghost walks amoungst me
In my darkest days
A ghost walks amoungst me
When im in a daze
A ghost walks amoungst me
When I cannot find
The words lingering
Inside my mind

I'm always bitter
Always broken
I'm lost for words
They're always choking
Hold your tears
I won't let them be stolen
The thoughts inside me
Are so controlling

Here's to the bitter taste
Of laughing in my face
Here's to the lies
And voices
Lying in my wake

You say you're here to stay
But look away
When I need you the most

You say you're here to stay
But then you disappear like a ghost

When will my pain
Mean something other than just words
When will you ease my pain
Because it hurts