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The Blue Techno Memorandum

 
 

.....in pictures, words  
and sounds.....
 
 
I've been told .....  
 
so many times  
that when life's sorrows  
blow through  
like a strong, straight line wind  
the memories  
of the good times  
the love,  
battles won  
will  
pull you through  
in the end  
yet.....  
 
….they haunt me the most  
 
they cut me like a knife  
burn my soul like brimstone fire,  
hurt so badly until  
I can only cry  
sorrowful tears falling  
I wince in agregious pain  
begging, pleading  
at the top of my lungs,  
watching my life roll briskly by  
I feel like  
I will never gain my bearings  
again  
 
My heroes  
my loved ones  
even my precious mother's love.......
 
 
…..all dying away  
and I'm left here alone  
wondering why ?  
 
I have no more fight  
everyday looks like a nightmare  
I can't breathe  
Please, let me breathe,  
gasping for air  
lest I die in insurmountable pain  
 
gazing deeply into  
every moment  
every memory  
 
my ears grasp hold to  
every verse,  
every song  
and my fingers  
try and capture  
every single tear drop  
upon withered fingertips  
salty waters to soothe  
my parched lips;  
I can hardly hold on....  
 
.....just another memory gone wrong, erased  
" I, Robot  
The nanites come to purge me all away "
 
 
….and I can't stand one more minute  
 
frozen in my tracks  
they drive the nails  
into my hands  
and I  
can not  
find my  
way back......  
 
…...from the searing pain  
of memories,  
the love,  
the laughter,  
the joy  
 
tears falling  
beyond my fears  
being forced to  
knock upon deaths angry, laughing door  
 
not understanding why  
I am not saved  
from the beautiful ashes  
of my memories.....
.  
 
 
 
Written by MusicallyMrM (Mr_Mahogany_Wood)
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