Empty words

It's no mystery
That nobody misses me
That nobody cares
They all just shit on me
Not literally

I just want my voice to be heard
Silence thy word
And I'm left alone
Feeling so absurd
It fucking hurts

Again and again
I ask you my friend
Is this bullshit
Ever gonna end

I want to be free
I want to be known
I don't want to feel
Like I'm always alone

Sitting in my home
I write these lyrics in my phone
I try to hide my emotions
But in every song they're  shown

If I could just get out of bed
Instead of scratching at my head
And writing down these words
That are always fed

I wish
Someday
Someone
Would take it all away
And listen to everything I have to say
So I don't feel so unhappy

It feels like the water is calling for me
The fire is friendly
But a common enemy

Why can't you see
That everything is burning inside
Of me
And I need to find a
Release
Because I feel so empty