Inside My Head..

I lie awake in the darkness,
Thoughts buzzin’ in my head. (Buzzin’ in my head).
Thoughts of what this world could have been. (Could have been).
Thoughts of what this world should have been. (Should have been).
My past is laughing. (Laughing at me).
My past is haunting. (My past is haunting me)...

When I finally fall asleep,
My dreams become nightmares.
They’re buzzin’ in my head. (Buzzin’ in my head).
Over and over again. (Again!)

I walk around all day and,
People may ask if I’m okay..
With a smile I reply “I’m fine.”
A lie.. because I’m dying inside.

What in this world is right?
Is anything even worth this fight?
The voices buzzin’ in my head..
Oh, they’re in my head..

I’m still searching for the answers that I’ve known all along.
I’ve lost myself.
Been dragged under and I’ve fallen apart.
Leave me, and save yourself from the dark.

What could this world have been?
I want to know what it should have been..
What I should have been.
Now I start to fade away..
But never giving in.. (Never).

The seasons change but,
Still this stays the same.
The thoughts buzzin’ in my head. (Buzzin’ in my head).
Still no giving in..
Even as I’m falling apart,
I try to find my way through this dark.
Until I can see you again..