Lolita loving Humbert

maybe I wouldn't now be me
if I'd managed to break free
from his lies I couldn't see
and the worst thing is, I did agree
to all the things he did to me

for a little girl of eleven
being adored by a man's like heaven
and if that case is given
the older man is kind of driven
for his nymphet to give in

you would be surprised
how often I was advised
to not to try to analyze
but how I struggle to realize
how much I've been utilized

finally after six long years
after too many fallen tears
after nights of horrible fear
my mind seems to clear
but...

What would you say to me
if I am still on my knees
if I still not yet broke free
just like Freddy Mercury
shout it out so desperately

still I can't deny his wish
still he makes me feel at ease
still he needs me to tease
still I tell him "use me please"